Thursday March 4th, 2010

*sigh* another day in the life of me. Could I try to make it through one day without upsetting someone over something so stupid? Problaby not. I think it is in my genes somewhere stating I have to continually fuck up everything and make my life even more miserable.
I had soup for lunch and now the roof of my mouth is seriously burnt. Yeah, there is a blister forming, not even lying. That's just great, because now all day long I am going to be touching it with my tongue. I guess to make sure it is still there. You know how you unconsciously do that kind of thing. Like, if you have a scab you just have to pick at it-though you know by picking at it will just create a scar or take the wound longer to heal.
Son-of-a-bitch. The entire world is against me today. I can't even open my email because the server is having an 'expected, temporary problem'. Well, I guess the entire world isn't against me as I do not know everyone and everything in it. But, right now the small little area of the world I am in seems to be working against me. I wouldn't be surprised if the ceiling tiles fell down around my desk. And of course I would get blamed for it. Probably something along the lines of "If you weren't so loud..."; "Maybe if you stopped joking around..."; "If you didn't jump like a little bunny rabbit from place to place instead of walking like a normal human being..." I really guess today is just a vent day. I don't normally bitch and moan to no end, therefore I am taking this opportunity to do so. Joking aside: I wish I was drunk right now.
Great, now I have to take time out of my lunch (I don't get paid for this people) to listen to the phones because the back door is locked and the receptionist is freaking out because a freight line is delivering and can't get into the building. What if I had gone home like I normally did 5 months ago before the freaking city and state decided to take my license away. Damn I wish I was drunk right now. But I guess that's what got me into this predicament to begin with. It has literally been an up hill battle for me ever since that night, 5 months ago. Everything has just shit up my entire life. And I blame it on no one but myself.
I better go before I start a never ending rant...though I think I already started, let's just stop right there.