Nerf...

I have come to the conclusion I am a very selfish person. No one has come right out and told me this, though I don't know why, but I know I am. I talk to people and listen to people, but I never follow up with people. My friends will tell me important information about their lives. Yes, I will listen and remember what is going on, but do I ever follow up with them? They do all the time, as I pretty much make it a point for them to. Selfish. I have a friend who's mother is in rehab. Do you think I would have taken the time out to see if she is OK, let alone her mother? But did she not send me information pertaining to my injury in hopes that I may heal faster? Does she not ask me how I'm feeling when I seem a bit off?
I have another friend who listens and reads about all my complaining and instead of telling me to shut the fuck up, she says she enjoys the updates. Do I ever ask her on an update from her life?
The real kicker is, I am helping plan a birthday party for my brother. I know he does not want to go, but I told him he had to go. Is that just not the sickest thing ever?

Well, I'm off to the middle of no where this weekend to meet up with some college friends. The trip in itself should be interesting as I am driving alone, after a full days work for almost 4 hours down to Southern Ohio. Well, maybe southwestern. We used to have a blast in college-I swear I would have been a complete dork with a 4.0 GPA and no life what-so-ever if it wasn't for those girls. I have to admit, I'm glad of it. I mean, don't get me wrong, who doesn't want a 4.0 in college, but at the same time, college was a true growing point for me. I learned who I was and what I was capable of. What's that saying? Something about a leaf? Turn the leaf or something-whatever it is, that's what it was for me. That also was when my brother and I became closer. I don't know why; it may have been because he couldn't stand my other sister during that time.

Well, I'm not really writing anything worthy so I will leave it at that. Have a good weekend! No, really, I mean it!